I’m sick of sitting here sometimes hearing people outside. They are always giving nasty messages to me. I wanted to stay here, as anywhere may do this, but I dunno, this can’t be a good choice. I think I want to move to a different apartment for fun anyway. It may be a lot, but I need more room, though I didn’t get an answer about budget apartments in the mail as I was supposed to.

I notice I keep having to feel around problems to try to elevate myself to better feelings, and no I don’t need to listen to these other ^pathetic^ people. It looks like I’m just being hurt if the people in charge of monitoring me in private don’t like what I think, even if for myself.

I thought of a funny joke that was not meant to be taken in harm but involved something about harm someone is a "broken record" about.

The people in charge of the group homes I was in acted brutal to me like I did something wrong, in East Cleveland.

What?

I don’t know if my dad secretly started something I haven’t been made clear about, but I was not here to focus on like I have a behavior problem, sounds racist to me.

A big problem, unfortunately, is African-American attacks on me in Cleveland.

This is not the answer for my life.

No one thinks I should be comfortable.

They're just getting worse since other things seem to be getting better.

They keep ruining my life and keep getting at me, for my thoughts and then sometimes if I have some reaction physically and then hold onto it.  They are immature and judge me.  Everyone keeps seeing me in some position and says I'm nothing.  Then, they say they will take the Late Baby Boomer from Europe I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" away and ruin her.  I was the one being hurt and pursued like a vicious, savage animal.

Being with whoever I'm with, either people involved monitoring me in private or people that abuse them from Cleveland ... sucks. 

The people of the Cleveland area today claimed someone said Ellen DeGeneres said, for whatever reason, that my younger brother is tortured by all of people eating meat.

Do you agree with being unyielding and pretending it's okay to treat me like this, like it means something that's okay and matters?  ...and I know the Late Baby Boomer lady from Europe I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with supposedly knows the truth hurts, but this is quite a spectacle, thinking the same thing applies to how everyone treats me in their own way.  Also, I take care of myself, that's one thing for sure and no one had to tell me to do it individually.

What did Johnny Depp unleash?

What you did to make it hard for the Late Baby Boomer lady from Europe I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with doesn't matter, and that doesn't make me mad at her but in a scary/dangerous situation, as she supposedly turned on me but maybe not really so she still gets benefits and not me.

They said they ruined the Late Baby Boomer lady from Europe I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with forever, going ghey with reasons to ruin her bodily functions by losing some rest one night...

These people are not invited into my life or that of the Late Baby Boomer lady from Europe I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with.

The people monitoring me in private keep making her seem like the one who's really being hurt or maybe is too and now like I can't feel her because of what those people did. I know Ellen DeGeneres wanted to prevent these things, but the people monitoring me in private just let it happen, how "trashy."

Supposedly a kind of people in Cleveland ruined how the Late Baby Boomer lady from Europe I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with feels physically-emotionally.

They said I did something, but "big whoop" and I don't believe I did.

So, now, some people are doing what they were against and I'm not involved, in a certain way.

Fact.

We don't know what the Late Baby Boomer lady from Europe I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" will be, but I'd sure be sad to assume a no without knowing.

Are people fumbling with information like maybe I'm just not a definite?

I have too much flawed pressure via being monitored in private. I feel dysfunctional on a basic level and freak out about little worries alone.

They are always pressuring me with funny moments etc.

I don't think anyone gives a care, really, about fixing this.

So, if someone can stoop to mess with someone like me, racism, maybe they'll talk to you, too, then?  This is your chance?

I see more and more problems are being caused.

I'm tired of cars going by like I'm "screwed" and they're "all that."

It's so annoying to have them watch me and suggest I have no future, like I would without them.

The people monitoring me in private are focusing on controlling or ruining my "relationship" I'm supposedly supposed to have with a Late Baby Boomer lady from "Europe."

I posted some things without saying who, and they made a big deal just because I spent a lot of time on or said a lot about it.

People are saying someone is sending "stupid" messages.

They keep giving me problems, making them up when I think I've conquered, and ruining a "relationship" I'm supposedly supposed to have with a Late Baby Boomer lady from Europe.  Nothing has to be, they just make it up.

It's clear the people monitoring me in private / my parents have been ruining my life.

The people monitoring me in private keep acting mean.

It's like I don't matter anymore and it's not my fault.

They are acting like I'm bad to be upset about how people are being mean to me, some have to and some don't maybe.

The people monitoring me in private said my life would not changed from this and/but in a bad way.  I've been really miserable since 2005/2006.

The people monitoring me in private keep acting like I "did something" and am in trouble, just for my feelings.

The people monitoring me in private keep telling me I'm bad and being mean to me, as they please without consequence, like they have to do it and are already set.

The people monitoring me in private and Cleveland are ruining the image that I'm an adult.