So, the other person claims to be in the right and I don’t get it anyway in this and it’s not important, to them and according to them?

People won't leave the Late Baby Boomer lady from Europe I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with alone, in a certain way ... It's like it can't work out for me. They're just a problem that can't be fixed that seem to be melting away gradually.

They notice I’m upset but civil and think it’s not time to move on. I’m just gonna get peppy and work out for them again by functioning in “the world of work.”

It's like they're waiting for me to post about and linger on it, which me disagreeing and not really feeling so happy or functioning emotionally is a problem because I feel on top.

A new thing that got its start awhile ago is that the Late Baby Boomer lady from Europe I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with it supposed to be mean to me.

It's supposed to be a joke if she "comes out" soon, in general, for other impatient, inquisitive parties.

It's like I'm a book "on hold" at the library that may or may not ever be checked out. That's the new way of life for me now. I'm not a book at the bookstore that gets put on a shelf of someone to be read at any time, but I am in the way I am not. I live at a library, and my life with anyone is just short and trashy now, while others can get a chance like I'm tested not to be able to get, like I'm not a good service as a book to deserve to be "checked out."

They keep getting away with thinking they are in the mindset that I gave them attention by complaining.

They just keep making my "relationship" I'm supposedly supposed to have with a Late Baby Boomer lady from Europe seem like something I don't deserve more and more.

They've treated me like trash since my parents died, things my parents would never do.

So, if they keep finding problems, they bother me about it, like it was something they promised they would not exceed. They're not dumb, they know they just "decide" to be mean to me and are just a problem, can't fix it.

I was hoping if I did what they wanted, they'd start to leave me alone, but I also decided they weren't supposed to discipline me fooling around and have nothing to offer. They are just a waste of my time, if they are gonna use gay abandon when things are going good and they have plans already to ruin my life and like I did something wrong. The thing is I don't need them to even tell me what I already do, be good and not really be so bad. They keep acting like anything I am is from them, but they have nothing to offer, in a way.

What a joke. They keep bothering me and I'm on pills that make me tired. They say I'm not amazing and hurt me. I'm able to get off the pills gradually maybe. They think they are just following everyone else, but everyone else is "following" them.

They say something mean without words maybe and deny they are a problem.

No one cares about them, you can't trust them to do nice things.

They just always find a problem. They think they are copying Ellen DeGeneres.