They just keep making problems bottom line.

Since they were at me at home and I showed physical anger in private, they think they can do anything because it was Christmas Eve.

They keep seeming to affect me physically by how they startle me loading the page and staring me down at length. You were not invited to this.

Everything is always too late.

All they do sometimes is waste my time when I come to try to settle.

Everything is such a waste for my life.

They made it so I always think they're talking to me and I can't think.

All this abuse "not working out," think you're just a waste of my life saying I'm in trouble?

 They just don't have it together and are on a roll. They think they're all that. I'm sick of their ego and positive self esteem.

They are hyperactive and spastic and brainless and haphazard! and no one gives a fuck like the police.  Want to call me crazy now?

They just babble incoherently and say I'm too standoffish to say anything.

Incapable. Incompetent. Incomplete.

They're just being stupid and making fun of me.

They are acting like they are all that now.

Problem

They are acting like a special feeling is something else like I’m an animal like someone who gets too much attention.

7:37:05 PM December 24, 2022 Saturday EST

Problems

• Problem

  They are sneaking in and out like maybe they are talking to me meanly and annoyingly.

  7:32:36 PM December 24, 2022 Saturday EST
  Problems

• Problems

  I had already made myself clear.

  I complain about how I’m treated being monitored in private and they don’t care.

  They won’t say anything important until there’s a problem.

  7:30:11 PM December 24, 2022 Saturday EST
  Help, Problems

 They won't stop ruining mty life!

They've been mean to me all the time since I moved Up North.

People in Cleveland keep making annoying noises.

I even have to worry about them hurting the lady.

They keep acting like I'm not worth anything!

They think they can do whatever they want to me.

When will these people be stopped from ruining my life!

So, like anyone, they are just hurting me and threaten to ruin it for me, the lady.

It seems this suffering is from the Oscars.

Well Well Well

The people in charge of monitoring me in private are displaying a "hissy fit" over inconvenient issues I have?

They won't stop just pestering me to test me if I feel upset or a curse word comes to mind, etc.

The people monitoring me in private keep interrupting me now if I try to feel affection, seems like almost every time mostly...

They make little noises around my apartment home etc.

Some things aren't really turning out and they say it is but I say it actually will or should in my life.

So, it isn't all friendly nor all okay.

I come back and find something wrong.

If I think of something, I get in trouble for it, like oh maybe I need to fix my money to be happy, like I already ran into trouble.

Looks like they're just gonna keep bothering me critically without relief.

They have people from my past involved from afar who pretend not to be that way.

I think they are just being mean to me for making a section about the lady on my blog.

Sometimes, they are too uptight and it stresses me out... like in ways you're not supposed to be...

The people monitoring me in private think it's right to give me a disadvantage, that what I post and what I think about it in private can be cause to go against me in big ways.  They are cutting, just in case.

My day is full of emotional downgrades from all I accumulated or earned from what I had before.

Oh, so just in case as long as "we" got the lady stimulated and admit I'm shit to her? according to you.

Sometimes, I hear that the lady turns me down for something I did in attempts to alleviate suffering of no social activity, by saying what happens with her to me.

They keep trying to make me feel awkward if I ever felt that way in public.

They even say it's the Late Baby Boomer lady from Europe I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with, like they're perfect.

 They keep acting goofy all the time interrupting me.

For instance, I was trying to enjoy my early morning, but the people monitoring me in private kept acting a certain way...

 The people monitoring me in private are unclear, too.

Why are the people monitoring me in private bargaining with bad people about me?

The people monitoring me in private keep going with whatever any random person says the Late Baby Boomer lady from Europe I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with says.

"On Target"

The secret topic of my cousin is fine by me, but it’s not something about problems for me now and then something worse because I said it.

So, the other person claims to be in the right and I don’t get it anyway in this and it’s not important, to them and according to them?

People won't leave the Late Baby Boomer lady from Europe I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with alone, in a certain way ... It's like it can't work out for me. They're just a problem that can't be fixed that seem to be melting away gradually.

They notice I’m upset but civil and think it’s not time to move on. I’m just gonna get peppy and work out for them again by functioning in “the world of work.”

It's like they're waiting for me to post about and linger on it, which me disagreeing and not really feeling so happy or functioning emotionally is a problem because I feel on top.

A new thing that got its start awhile ago is that the Late Baby Boomer lady from Europe I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with it supposed to be mean to me.

It's supposed to be a joke if she "comes out" soon, in general, for other impatient, inquisitive parties.

It's like I'm a book "on hold" at the library that may or may not ever be checked out. That's the new way of life for me now. I'm not a book at the bookstore that gets put on a shelf of someone to be read at any time, but I am in the way I am not. I live at a library, and my life with anyone is just short and trashy now, while others can get a chance like I'm tested not to be able to get, like I'm not a good service as a book to deserve to be "checked out."

They keep getting away with thinking they are in the mindset that I gave them attention by complaining.

They just keep making my "relationship" I'm supposedly supposed to have with a Late Baby Boomer lady from Europe seem like something I don't deserve more and more.

They've treated me like trash since my parents died, things my parents would never do.

So, if they keep finding problems, they bother me about it, like it was something they promised they would not exceed. They're not dumb, they know they just "decide" to be mean to me and are just a problem, can't fix it.

I was hoping if I did what they wanted, they'd start to leave me alone, but I also decided they weren't supposed to discipline me fooling around and have nothing to offer. They are just a waste of my time, if they are gonna use gay abandon when things are going good and they have plans already to ruin my life and like I did something wrong. The thing is I don't need them to even tell me what I already do, be good and not really be so bad. They keep acting like anything I am is from them, but they have nothing to offer, in a way.

What a joke. They keep bothering me and I'm on pills that make me tired. They say I'm not amazing and hurt me. I'm able to get off the pills gradually maybe. They think they are just following everyone else, but everyone else is "following" them.

They say something mean without words maybe and deny they are a problem.

No one cares about them, you can't trust them to do nice things.

They just always find a problem. They think they are copying Ellen DeGeneres.