They just keep making problems bottom line.
Since they were at me at home and I showed physical anger in private, they think they can do anything because it was Christmas Eve.
The people in charge of monitoring me in private are displaying a "hissy fit" over inconvenient issues I have?
I come back and find something wrong.
If I think of something, I get in trouble for it, like oh maybe I need to fix my money to be happy, like I already ran into trouble.
A new thing that got its start awhile ago is that the Late Baby Boomer lady from Europe I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with it supposed to be mean to me.
It's supposed to be a joke if she "comes out" soon, in general, for other impatient, inquisitive parties.
It's like I'm a book "on hold" at the library that may or may not ever be checked out. That's the new way of life for me now. I'm not a book at the bookstore that gets put on a shelf of someone to be read at any time, but I am in the way I am not. I live at a library, and my life with anyone is just short and trashy now, while others can get a chance like I'm tested not to be able to get, like I'm not a good service as a book to deserve to be "checked out."
They just keep making my "relationship" I'm supposedly supposed to have with a Late Baby Boomer lady from Europe seem like something I don't deserve more and more.
They've treated me like trash since my parents died, things my parents would never do.
So, if they keep finding problems, they bother me about it, like it was something they promised they would not exceed. They're not dumb, they know they just "decide" to be mean to me and are just a problem, can't fix it.
I was hoping if I did what they wanted, they'd start to leave me alone, but I also decided they weren't supposed to discipline me fooling around and have nothing to offer. They are just a waste of my time, if they are gonna use gay abandon when things are going good and they have plans already to ruin my life and like I did something wrong. The thing is I don't need them to even tell me what I already do, be good and not really be so bad. They keep acting like anything I am is from them, but they have nothing to offer, in a way.
What a joke. They keep bothering me and I'm on pills that make me tired. They say I'm not amazing and hurt me. I'm able to get off the pills gradually maybe. They think they are just following everyone else, but everyone else is "following" them.
They just always find a problem. They think they are copying Ellen DeGeneres.
They keep ruining my life and keep getting at me, for my thoughts and then sometimes if I have some reaction physically and then hold onto it. They are immature and judge me. Everyone keeps seeing me in some position and says I'm nothing. Then, they say they will take the Late Baby Boomer from Europe I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" away and ruin her. I was the one being hurt and pursued like a vicious, savage animal.
Do you agree with being unyielding and pretending it's okay to treat me like this, like it means something that's okay and matters? ...and I know the Late Baby Boomer lady from Europe I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with supposedly knows the truth hurts, but this is quite a spectacle, thinking the same thing applies to how everyone treats me in their own way. Also, I take care of myself, that's one thing for sure and no one had to tell me to do it individually.
What you did to make it hard for the Late Baby Boomer lady from Europe I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with doesn't matter, and that doesn't make me mad at her but in a scary/dangerous situation, as she supposedly turned on me but maybe not really so she still gets benefits and not me.
These people are not invited into my life or that of the Late Baby Boomer lady from Europe I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with.
The people monitoring me in private keep making her seem like the one who's really being hurt or maybe is too and now like I can't feel her because of what those people did. I know Ellen DeGeneres wanted to prevent these things, but the people monitoring me in private just let it happen, how "trashy."
We don't know what the Late Baby Boomer lady from Europe I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" will be, but I'd sure be sad to assume a no without knowing.